This is something that’s been bugging me since yesterday. I decided to write it down here just to somehow get it out of my head.
Yesterday, my boyfriend proposed to me again. We already have two kids and of course, a wedding should be on its way, right ? I mean, that’s expected to happen. But now, instead of being excited about it, I’m scared. I’m really really scared and I dont know the exact reason why. Even the thought of it makes me cry.
Oh god, is that even normal ? I’m crying over a marriage proposal, but I’m not crying for the good reason.
I don’t really know what to do. I tried to explain what i feel, it ended up him getting hurt. Now we decided not to talk about it for now. I really don’t know what to do.